Adonis

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Rikka // Dai

English Translation:

The first meeting that opened up our true hearts

Was the Adonis that seemed to be found in a single petal of a miracle

(Don’t go— stay by my side)

(Embrace me for just a while longer)

Your eyes seemed to reflect stars in their trickling drops

As if forgiving all of those who were burdened

That was in only my heart, as it became a secret that couldn’t be revealed

Driving me insane as it matured, to the point I was being taunted

Almost making me forget that we had made a promise

We yearn for each other in a dream where we become honest

Don’t go— stay by my side

I don’t want to lose you

The only thing I want is one morning [with you]

Laugh with your gentle voice

Because only you are my life

Just leave me be, don’t go anywhere

If this may come true, Adonis

Embrace me for just a while longer

(Don’t go— stay by my side)

(Embrace me for just a while longer)

I gaze at the body that has grown up so well

Will there come a day when those eyes look up at me?

I want to keep you shut away in a place for storage where light doesn’t reach

We can even press our sleeping necks against each other here, in a sea of intoxication

As long as you could face me with such compassion as you do your own child

Even though I would have accepted it from anyone I’d fallen in love with at first sight

I’m begging you— don’t show

Your crying face to anyone other than me

When you’re shaken awake, tears are all that cover your face

Whenever you desire it

So that I can answer you everything

Don’t go far away, continue to sleep here

I immediately knew it was a forbidden love

But I’d still fallen in love with you

With this single mistake, I’d fallen into hell

My heart is tightening up so much

Even so, you’re the only one I can be with

I embrace that form, changed beyond recognition

Chasing after a warped dream,

Listen to this love, Adonis

Don’t go— please, stay by my side

I don’t want to lose you

The only thing I want is one morning [with you]

Laugh with your gentle voice

Because only you are my light

Just leave me be, don’t go anywhere

If this may come true, forever———

(Don’t go— stay by my side)

(Embrace me for just a while longer)

(Adonis)

Romaji:

hontou no kokoro wo hiraku deai wa

hitohira no kiseki ni omoeta Adonis

(ikanaide soba ni ite)

(ato sukoshi dakishimete)

shitatari ni utsuru hoshi no you na hitomi ni

se ou mono subete yurusareru you na

sore wa watashi dake no mune de akasenu himitsu ni natte

jiraseru hodo ni kuruoshiku ureteyuku

chikai wo tateta koto mo wasurete shimaisou de

sunao ni nareru yume no naka de motomeau

ikanaide soba ni ite

anata wo nakushitakunai no

watashi no hoshii asa wa tatta hitotsu dake

yasashii koe de waratte

anata dake ga inochi nano

watashi hitori nokoshite doko ni mo ikanaide

kanau nara Adonis

ato sukoshi dakishimete

(ikanaide soba ni ite)

(ato sukoshi dakishimete)

ookiku sodatta karada wo nagamete

sono hitomi miagete shimau hi ga kuru no?

hikari no todokanai naya ni tojikomete kakoitai

tousui no umi de nekubi wo kakarete mo ii

waga ko ni mukeru youna aijou de iraretanara

dareka wo misomete mo ukeirerareta no ni

onegai nakigao wa

watashi igai ni misenaide

itsu demo yuriokoshita namida uzumete

anata ga nozomu toki

subete ni kotaerareru you ni

tooku hanarenaide koko de nemutte yo

ikenai koi dato sugu ni wakatte

dakedo anata wo aishite shimatta

ichido kiri no ayamachi de jigoku ni ochiru koto mo

konnani kokoro ga shimetsukerarete

soredemo anata janakya dame datte

kawarihateta sono sugata wo daite

yuganda yume wo oikakeru

kono ai wo kiite Adonis

ikanaide douka soba ni ite

anata wo nakushitakunai no

watashi no hoshī asa wa tatta hitotsu dake

yasashii koe de waratte

anata dake ga hikari nano

watashi hitori nokoshite doko ni mo ikanaide

kanau nara zutto―――

(ikanaide soba ni ite)

(ato sukoshi dakishimete)

(Adonis)

Kanji:

本当の心を開く出会いは

ひとひらの奇跡に思えたAdonis

(いかないで そばに居て)

(あと少し 抱きしめて)

滴りに映る星のような　瞳に

背負うもの すべて許されるような

それは　私だけの胸で 明かせぬ蜜になって

焦らせるほどに　狂おしく熟れてゆく

誓いを立てたことも　忘れてしまいそうで

素直になれる夢の中で　求めて合う

いかないで　そばに居て

貴方を失くしたくないの

私の欲しい朝はたった一つだけ

やさしい声で笑って

貴方だけが命なの

私ひとり残して　どこにも　いかないで

叶うなら　Adonis

あと少し　抱きしめて

(いかないで そばに居て)

(あと少し 抱きしめて)

大きく育った　体を眺めて

その瞳　見上げてしまう日が来るの？

光の届かない納屋に　閉じ込めて囲いたい

陶酔の海で　寝首を掻かれてもいい

我が子に向けるような　愛情で居られたなら

誰かを見初めても　受け入れられたのに

お願い　泣き顔は

私以外に見せないで

いつでも揺り起こした　涙埋めて

貴方が　望むとき

すべてに答えられるように

遠く離れないで　ここで眠ってよ

いけない恋だと　すぐに分かって

だけど　貴方を愛してしまった

一度きりの過ちで　地獄に落ちることも

こんなに　心が締め付けられて

それでも　貴方じゃなきゃダメだって

変わり果てた　その姿を抱いて

歪んだ夢を　追いかける

この愛を聴いて　Adonis

いかないで　どうか　そばに居て

貴方を失くしたくないの

私の欲しい朝はたった一つだけ

やさしい声で笑って

貴方だけが光なの

私ひとり残して　どこにも　いかないで

叶うなら　ずっと―――

(いかないで そばに居て)

(あと少し 抱きしめて)

(Adonis)