nebulancer | my redemption

English translation:

My parallel flow was lost, piled upon the scales was a clone

My compensation for having shaken off my pride was a dark journey's afterglow

They claimed I suddenly disappeared and it pricked me like a splinter

I'm absorbed in the present, having nursed my wounds

Until the day I can laugh together with you, in this place where I am now, that feels like an illusion

I'll use this powerful pulse I haven’t forgotten, that seems to burst with flames to

Break off - crying in excess, wanting to be condemned

They're always sneaking about in the night sky

I'll never again destroy this rear stage, which I won't regret

I make this pledge to the moonlight

Searching for the right answer, I puzzle it over in my head in a somersault

Bought and thrown away, decorated with and forgotten

Ending up empty, things have to reset

Getting fired up over the original I wanted, I wrote down my true feelings in my song

Straying off into an alley where it seemed impossible to handle alone,

I ended up far, far away from my ideals, yeah

Love is a crucifixion

Mm... I want to try, I want to exceed expectations

I want to prove myself to someone

A wannabe’s cascading beat, impatience and heat beeped in my mind

So, curse me all you want: even if I’m bluffing, I want to sing one time

Break off - crying in excess, I drew closer to my emotions

I’ll be searching for words eternally

In this world without absolutes,

I hope the sound I held tight will illuminate my lonesome nights

Maybe come and go

My slumbering sorrows and joys

Are always by my side on good terms

They’ll never, ever go anywhere

now, now, my redemption

Hey, now, I won’t destroy it

now, now, my redemption

Hey, now, I won’t destroy it

I’ll keep atoning for it with my whole body, I haven’t lost my passion yet

wow oh oh oh oh

Break off - crying in excess, wanting to be condemned

They're always sneaking about in the night sky

I'll never again destroy this rear stage, which I won't regret

I make this pledge to the moonlight

Break off - crying in excess, I drew closer to my emotions

I’ll be searching for words eternally

In this world without absolutes,

I hope the sound I held tight will illuminate my lonesome nights

Love is a crucifixion

So, curse me all you want

Romaji:

ushinatta parallel flow

tenbin ni tsumareru clone

puraido ga maita daishou wa kurai douchuu no zankou

kumogakureshita tte sasakure tatte hurted

ima ni nomerikonde kizuguchi wo nameteita

gensou meita genzaichi wo kimi to waraiau made

wasureteinai moeru you na takanari wo

breakoff kajou ni naite

danzai saretagatte

yozora wo haimawatteiru

koukai shinai rear stage

nidoto kowasanai yo

chikai wo tateru tsukikage

seikai wo sagase atamannaka hinette somerset

katte wa sute kazatte wasure

kekka wa karappo ni natte reset

hoshigatta original moriagaru honne kaita my song

hitori ja damesou kouji e to meisou

risou ni entooi ochi ni naru yeah

love is a crucifixion

nn... tameshitai kitai uwamattetai

dareka ni jibun wo shimeshiteitai yo

wannabe afuredashita beat aseri to heat nounai ni beep

so, curse me all you want

tsuyogari demo utaitai one time

break off kajou ni naite

kanjou ni yorisotte

kotoba wo sagasu eien ni

zettai no nai sekai e

dakishimeta oto ga

hitori no yoru wo terasu you ni

maybe come and go

nemutteru kanashimi mo yorokobi mo

itsudatte soba ni atte good terms

never ever go anywhere

now, now, my redemption

nee mou kowasanai yo

now, now, my redemption

nee mou kowasanai yo

zenshin de tsugunatteiku jounetsu wa ushinattenai

wow oh oh oh oh

breakoff kajou ni naite

danzai saretagatte

yozora wo haimawatteiru

koukai shinai rear stage

nidoto kowasanai yo

chikai wo tateru tsukikage

break off kajou ni naite

kanjou ni yorisotte

kotoba wo sagasu eien ni

zettai no nai sekai e

dakishimeta oto ga

hitori no yoru wo terasu you ni

love is a crucifixion

so, curse me all you want

Kanji:

失ったparallel flow

天秤に積まれるclone

プライドが撒いた代償は　暗い道中の残光

雲隠れしたって　ささくれ立ってhurted

今にのめり込んで　傷口を舐めていた

幻想めいた現在地を　君と笑い合うまで

忘れていない　燃えるような高鳴りを

break off 過剰に泣いて

断罪されたがって

夜空を這い回っている

後悔しないrear stage

二度と壊さないよ

誓いを立てる月影

正解を探せ　頭んなか捻ってsomerset

買っては捨て　飾って忘れ

結果は空っぽになって reset

ほしがったoriginal 盛り上がる本音書いた my song

一人じゃダメそう小路へと迷走

理想に縁遠いオチになる yeah

love is a crucifixion

nn... 試したい　期待上回ってたい

誰かに自分を示していたい　yo

wannabe 溢れ出したbeat焦りとheat脳内にbeep

so, curse me all you want

強がりでも歌いたいone time

break off 過剰に泣いて

感情に寄り添って

言葉を探す　永遠に

絶対のない世界で

抱きしめた音が

独りの夜を照らすように

maybe come and go

眠ってる　哀しみも　悦びも

いつだって　そばにあって good terms

never ever go anywhere

now, now, my redemption

ねえ　もう　壊さないよ

now, now, my redemption

ねえ　もう　壊さないよ

全身で償っていく　情熱は失ってない

wow oh oh oh oh

break off 過剰に泣いて

断罪されたがって

夜空を這い回っている

後悔しないrear stage

二度と壊さないよ

誓いを立てる月影

break off 過剰に泣いて

感情に寄り添って

言葉を探す　永遠に

絶対のない世界で

抱きしめた音が

独りの夜を照らすように

love is a crucifixion

so, curse me all you want