Squall -Tsumetai Shoudou- (Squall -冷たい衝動-)

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English translation:

The light in my heart is wavered by the wind that soaks the streets at night

Shaking fingertips, leaning on the guardrail, cling even tighter

———Don’t be afraid

The trials imposed upon me and the love entrusted to me

Began to distort more as it opened up, while I stayed attached

Leaving my body to the blank space of being left behind, I go to that place

I fall down into eternity forever, the pain sweeping over violently

In order for someone to save me, I kept struggling

Because this world line is keeping me locked away

This pulse, like a storm, will become a tailwind

Pulling along my hesitating wrist

Everything will be released, and once I’ve returned brand new again,

Let me see you… let me see you one more time

Within the cold mire, I’m awoken by feelings that seem to burn inside me

A white shadow holds up my body, unable to act freely

Come over here———

A ring exposed to the wind and wings on the edge of breaking

Before my memories fade away as they are stolen,

I want to connect together the pieces of happiness I lost and see it in my dreams

I’ll never forget you, ever, with your hair waving in the breeze

That fragrance that drove me mad

As we embrace each other, there lies the meaning of the fever that confirms it

My emotions are like a squall, suddenly rising

The desires I had shut down are now winning over my heart

I’ll discard everything, so it’s fine if we begin from zero again

I want to see you… I want to see you forever

My memories are losing their place to belong

Turning into flames that desire you

I’m lost in the night searching for the answer that had been cut off

This love goes beyond lives

I’ll never let go of you, even through lust or wounds

You are so beloved that I might just shatter apart

Even if it’s a wish that I can’t bring back with this world line,

This pulse, like a storm, will become a tailwind

I’ll blast open a path that is the same as yours

Releasing my life, even if we’ll never be tied together again

I won’t let you go… I won’t let you go, ever

Romaji:

kokoro no akari wa yomichi wo nurasu kaze ni yurameite

motareta rankan ni furueru yubisaki ga shigamitsuku

———kowagaranaide

kasareta shiren takusareta ai mo

shuuchaku suru hodo yugami hokoronde

okizari no kuuhaku ni mi wo yudanete ano basho e

eien ni ochite yuku zutto fukiareru itami

sukuwareru tame ni mogaitatte

kono sekaisen wa boku wo tojikometeiru kara

shoudou ga arashi no you ni oikaze ni natte

tamerau tekubi wo hiite yukunda

subete tokihanatte massara ni modoretara mata

awasete yo awasete yo mou ichido

tsumetai nukarumi ni yakeru you na omoi wo samashite

jiyuu no kikanai karada wo dakiageru shiroi kage

kocchi e oide———

fukisarashi no wa to kuzurekake no hane

sarawareru kioku fuukasuru mae ni

ushinatta shiawase wo tsumugiawase yume misete

eien ni wasurenai yo zutto kaze ni mau kami no

boku wo kuruwaseta sono nioi

zenshin de dakiatte tashikameta binetsu no imi wo

kanjou wa sukooru no you ni totsuzen takabutte

oshikoro shita yoku nabika seru

zenbu nagedashite zero kara hajimatte mo ii

aitai yo aitai yo itsumade mo

boku no ishiki ga yado wo nakushite

kimi wo motomeru homura ni kawaru

togireta mama no kotae sagashite yoru ni mayou

kono ai wa inochi koete

eien ni hanasanai yo zutto retsujou mo kizu mo

kowaresou na kurai ni itoshikute

kono sekaisen de torimodosenai negai demo

shoudou ga arashi no you ni oikaze ni natte

kimi to onaji michi wo fukinukeru

inochi tokihanatte nidoto musubare nakutemo

hanasanai hanasanai itsumade mo

Kanji:

心の灯は 夜道を濡らす風に ゆらめいて

もたれた欄干に 震える指先が しがみつく

———怖がらないで

課された試練 託された愛も

執着するほど 歪み 綻んで

置き去りの空白に 身を委ねて あの場所へ

永遠に堕ちてゆく ずっと 吹き荒れる痛み

救われるために もがいたって

この世界線は 僕を閉じ込めているから

衝動が嵐のように 追い風になって

ためらう手首を引いて行くんだ

全て解き放って 真っ新に戻れたら また

会わせてよ 会わせてよ もう一度

冷たい泥濘に 焼けるような想いを醒まして

自由の効かない 体を抱き上げる 白い影

こっちへおいで———

吹きさらしの輪と 崩れかけの翅

拐われる記憶 風化する前に

失った幸せを 紡ぎ合わせ 夢魅せて

永遠に忘れないよ ずっと 風に舞う髪の

僕を狂わせた その匂い

全身で抱き合って 確かめた微熱の意味を

感情はスコールのように 突然昂ぶって

押し殺した欲 なびかせる

全部投げ出して ゼロから始まってもいい

会いたいよ 会いたいよ いつまでも

僕の意識が 宿を失くして

君を求める 焔に変わる

途切れたままの 答え捜して 夜に迷う

この愛は 命越えて

永遠に離さないよ ずっと 劣情も傷も

壊れそうなくらいに 愛しくて

この世界戦で 取り戻せない願いでも

衝動が嵐のように 追い風になって

君と同じ道を 吹き抜ける

命解き放って 二度と結ばれなくても

離さない 離さない いつまでも