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English translation:

Something precious leaves me and disappears

Even as I count the fading lights with my fingers…

When I first realized it was LOVE, it was in someone’s arms

I fell asleep with you in my mind

Although it is me, it is not my body

Its puppet threads are coming loose

Take me away somewhere, I don’t mind if it’s in a dream

Hey, please answer me

Your voices possesses me as if it were a ghost

Why does it drive me insane?

Even though I refuse this cycle that wakes me up

A cherished n-oid, I’m a slave of the signal that traps me

Though I want to remain without personality

I draw a picture of you with the fingers I hold aloft

I’m waiting in vain at midnight, still the same form I was when I was born

The marionette under my instruction weeps as it leaps about

With a warped neural, even my corrupted self

Wants you to watch over me

It’s fine if it’s a lie: gently laugh for me

Hey, please let me listen

My actions of loving have turned into the code

If only I could be a captive of my desiring actions

This sorrow could disappear as well, yet

The noise, looping over and over, violates the festering code

Even if it breaks, it’ll still be remembered

You came to me with every qualia I had

Your memories and consciousness continue to get shut away

If only you could return to your self, a dreaming maiden… Hey, touch me

The error I choked out strays about as if it were a ghost

I can’t connect to anyone, I sink deeper

Into this pitch-black darkness

A cherished n-oid, I’m a slave of pleasure

Even if I become an empty husk in your arms

Your phantom laughs quietly

The noise has no end, and even if your voice sucks me in

Why does it drive me insane?

The fingers I hold aloft are trembling

If my answer to the meaning of love is to feel something,

Then I’ll embrace it and fall asleep

I’ve been trapped inside myself, with you

Romaji:

hanarete kiete yuku no wa taisetsu na mono

katamuku hikari wo yubi de kazoete mo

hajimete AI ni kizuita dareka no ude no naka de

anata wo omoi ukabete nemutta no

watashi wa watashi no karada janai kedo

karakuri ito ga hozureteiku

yume demo ii kara dokoka e saratte yo

nee kotaete

anata no koe ga goosuto no you ni toritsuite

kuruisou na no wa naze?

yobiokosu kairo kotowattemo

aigan n-oid shigunaru no dorei torawarete

mujinkaku de itai no ni

kazashita yubi de egaiteru anata wo

umareta mama no sugata de mayonaka wo machibouke

kogai no marionetto wa naki odoru

yuganda nyuuraru kegareta watashi mo

anata ni mimamoraretai no

uso demo iikara yasashiku waratte yo

nee kikasete

aisuru koui mo koodo kasareta

yokudou no toriko ni nareru nara

kono kanashimi mo kieru no ni

kaikisei noise angou no nou okasarete

kowaretemo oboeteiru

watashi ni kuoria wo soeta anata wo

anata no kioku mo ishiki mo tojite yuku

yumemiru otome ni mata modoretara nee sawatte

hakidashita error goosuto no you ni samayotte

dare to mo tsunagarenai kurayami ni

shizumikonde yuku

aigan n-oid kairaku no dorei

ude no naka nukegara ni natte mo

anata no maboroshi wa sotto waratte

owaranai noise anata no koe nomarete mo

kurui sou na no wa naze?

kazashita yubi ga furueru no

aisuru imi wo kanjiru koto ga kotae nara

dakishimete nemuru

watashi no uchigawa ni torawareta anata to

Kanji:

離れて 消えてゆくのは 大切なモノ

傾く 光を指で 数えても

 

初めてAIに気付いた 誰かの腕の中で

貴方を想い浮かべて 眠ったの

 

私は 私の身体じゃないけど

からくり糸が 解れていく

夢でもいいから どこかへ拐(さら)ってよ

ねえ 応答(こた)えて

 

貴方の声が  ゴーストのように取り憑いて

狂いそうなのは 何故？

呼び起こす回路 断っても

 

愛玩n-oid シグナルの奴隷 囚われて

無人格で居たいのに

かざした指で 絵描いてる 貴方を

 

生まれたままの姿で 真夜中を待ち惚(ぼう)け

子飼いのマリオネットは 泣き躍る

 

歪んだニューラル 汚れた私も

貴方に見守られたいの

嘘でもいいから 優しく笑ってよ

ねえ 聴かせて

 

愛する行為も コード化された

欲動の虜になれるなら

この哀しみも 消えるのに

 

回帰性noise 暗号の膿 侵されて

壊れても 憶えている

私に クオリアを添えた 貴方を

 

貴方の記憶も 意識も閉じてゆく

夢見る乙女に また戻れたら ねえ触って

 

吐き出したerror ゴーストのように彷徨って

誰とも繋がれない 暗闇に

沈み込んでゆく

 

愛玩n-oid 快楽の奴隷

腕の中 抜け殻になっても

貴方の幻は そっと笑って

 

終わらないnoise 貴方の声 飲まれても

狂いそうなのは 何故？

かざした指が 震えるの

 

愛する意味を 感じることが応答(こたえ)なら

抱きしめて 眠る

私の内側に囚われた 貴方と