Rainy Day

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Arata // Aoi

English translation:

My everyday life, so obviously mundane

Was always going about at my own pace

Though becoming an adult in appearance,

In truth, I hadn’t even changed a single bit

The doubt that tormented me and never let up was that

“Am I really fine settling it with ‘At least I’m living through today’?”

As for me (As for me) I still don’t understand, but

I forced myself (I forced myself) to laugh it off yet again

A reason for that (A reason for that) will come afterward, so

If tomorrow (If tomorrow) is beautiful, that’s enough for me

I stumbled on some trivial nonsense,

But among that all, the world kept on going

As if ignoring me, acting like it was disregarding me

It caught up and came up beside me, as I’d stood still

Even if I run so hard that I have no spare time to look behind,

I can’t help but feel that the voice from yesterday is calling for me

Hanging my head (hanging my head) even if I do nothing,

This precious (this precious) present moment will have to come to an end

But even so, (but even so) I’ll end up forgetting about it,

So for yesterday (for yesterday) as if I made a promise, I took a relieved breath

It’s like a rainy day:

The smudges that accumulate on the black asphalt

Keep on spreading

No matter how tough I act, the sky will be blue as can be

I feel as if it was looking through to my real heart

As for me (As for me) I still don’t understand, but

I forced myself (I forced myself) to laugh it off yet again

A reason for that (A reason for that) will come afterward, so

If tomorrow (If tomorrow) is beautiful, that’s enough for me

Romaji:

atarimae no nichijou wa itsudemo

boku no ashimoto ni korogatteite sa

mitame dake wa otona ni naru kedo

hontou wa sukoshi mo kawatte iyashinai na

kienai mayoi ni nayamasareteiru no wa

chanto kyou wo ikiteru tte kotode ii no?

boku ni wa (boku ni wa) mada wakaranai kedo

muri shite (muri shite) mata waratte mita yo

riyuu nante (riyuu nante) ato de tsuite kuru kara

ashita ga (ashita ga) kirei ni mietereba ii ya

honno sasai na koto de tsumazuita

sono aida ni mo mata sekai wa mawattete

mimuki mo shinai naozari na taido de

tachidomatta boku no yoko wo oinuiteiku

ushiro wo furimuku yoyuu ga nai kurai hashittemo

kinou no koe ga boku wo yonderu ki ga suru yo

utsumuite (utsumuite) nani mo shite inakutemo

daiji na (daiji na) ima wa owarunda yo

sore demo (sore demo) wasuresou ni naru kara

kinou ni (kinou ni) chikau you ni tameiki wo tsuita

marude ame no hi mitai da ne

kuroi asufaruto ni

fueru shimi ga hirogatteku

tsuyogattemo sora wa aoi mama de

boku no kokoro wo misukashiteiru ki ga suru yo

boku ni wa (boku ni wa) mada wakaranai kedo

muri shite (muri shite) mata waratte mita yo

riyuu nante (riyuu nante) ato de tsuite kuru kara

ashita ga (ashita ga) kirei ni mietereba ii ya

Kanji:

当たり前の日常はいつでも

僕の足元に転がっていてさ

 

見た目だけは大人になるけど

本当は少しも変わっていやしないな

 

消えない迷いに悩まされているのは

ちゃんと今日を生きてるって事でいいの？

 

僕には（僕には）まだ解らないけど

無理して（無理して）また笑ってみたよ

理由なんて（理由なんて）後でついてくるから

明日が（明日が）綺麗に見えてればいいや

ほんの些細な事で躓いた

その間にもまた世界は廻ってて

見向きもしない等閑な態度で

立ち止まった僕の横を追い抜いて行く

 

後ろを振り向く余裕がないくらい走っても

昨日の声が僕を呼んでる気がするよ

 

俯いて（俯いて）何もしていなくても

大事な（大事な）今は終わるんだよ

それでも（それでも）忘れそうになるから

昨日に（昨日に）誓うように溜息をついた

 

まるで雨の日みたいだね

黒いアスファルトに

増える染みが広がってく

 

強がっても空は青いままで

僕の心を見透かしている気がするよ

 

僕には（僕には）まだ解らないけど

無理して（無理して）また笑ってみたよ

理由なんて（理由なんて）後でついてくるから

明日が（明日が）綺麗に見えてればいいや